Yesterday I read the text from Day : Isn’t there a mental dialogue everyday? I have to go practice… I don’t want to get up. I’ll feel better if I go… It’d be really nice to have an extra two hours in my day…
haha, I also have this kind of mental dialogue everyday when I wake up, even I love yoga so much, but I am still trying to get rid of many my bad habtis, such as, take my phone when at the moment I open my eyes, it usually wasted me lots of time, then I feel hungry….then I would start to think maybe i just skip today..or then I skip my morning Gongyo..
Day has a really great perspective of this kind of mental dialog which she said we can look at this from tow different points of view: One regards it as dividing us from the object of our desire; in that case we count every step of our journey over it as something attained by force in the face of obstruction. The other sees it as the road which leads us to our destination; and as such it is part of our goal.
So its all part of my goal, it is all a victory even I just do some sun salutations, as long as I step on my mat, i am a little bit closer to the destination.
The most difficult part is really to step on the mat, once I started , even the first Ekam inhale, I feel that I am in the practice , I am in the Asana and I feel such thankfulness which beyond words can describe.
Today I again almost cry while doing Marichyasana series, I really don’t know why, maybe one day I will or maybe not. That is really one of the reason I love Ashtanga so much. It gives me chance to feel grateful , be feel I am alive, to see within myself, to reveal the emotions which I may don’t even realized.
Today I starte to add bow pose into my practice, looking forward to ses if there will be any different at the end of the year.
Standing up from Wheel is more possible but still need to control when the moment I get up .
BY they start 30 days Interval yoga challenge, I start my own Ashtanga 45 days challenge! haha